No school of philosophy has ever solved this question of whether being determines consciousness or the other way around. It may be a false antithesis.
False humility is the pride of not being proud real humility is without the consciousness that pride exists.
All is a play in consciousness. All divisions are illusory. You can know the false only. The true you must yourself be.
If you hold this feeling of "?I' long enough and strongly enough the false "?I' will vanish leaving only the unbroken awareness of the real immanent "?I' consciousness itself